hey you! yeah, you! got any tasty star bits?

hella.

I'm also all star 1 in DPS - me and duo pivoted to me dps, her support, because support this season is so unimpactful to play on its own. My D.Va win rate is 57%; Ashe, 61%, since she'll easily dominate if dynamite build goes uncontested, and Mei, who really only works if you're playing with someone else because you don't have high damage output yourself you set up plays and hold space, 59%. Supports? All sub 50%. Brigitte and Juno are at 39% or lower, and for Brigitte that's tragic, my winrate with her in standard gameplay is 65%. I can literally do everything right on support... but still lose. I can have double the healing of everyone else in the lobby, and more damage than both my dps... but it's my fault for not healing, supposedly. My overall wins to loss ratio is almost even because of all the freakin' support failures, but it's in all star at least. Drives start tomorrow as the season is two weeks shorter than normal, so we'll see how we go.

Uh what else. My right leg hurts like hell after groceries yesterday, actual cement vibes, so that'll take five days or so to calm down probably. I partly blame the numerous times I had to climb on a chair to replace kitchen lightbulbs that were not cool white as described but warm yellow and way too bright for my sensitive eyes.

( Furniture stuff )

Kaesumi made it to HW and has AST to 50, so she may be done for the time being (unless I decide I want to manually trek her to The Churning Mists...); Faye got to 80, so I likewise picked up picto and beat Ramuh in about twenty seconds. Truly, doing patches solo made it so much simpler on Kaesumi as I didn't have to pause or queue or get tired out from the extra time. I managed to do from shiva to the start of HW in under an hour, and the majority of that went to steps of faith, which is a fifteen minute duty no matter what, but unlike say, new Cape Westwind, it actually feels progressive instead of hitting a wall of HP multiple times, so I don't mind doing it. And Lucia gets to be a badass. Mél is a ways behind (she's lv73) but she should hopefully get to 80 this week.

Still a bit off kilter mentally from fic stuff but time is working its magic and I wrote out most of my remaining feelings on the matter to give myself some closure, which helped. Sometimes I still get very anxious and distressed about it, but maybe next week I can engage with my favourite girls in the world again.